Aashutosh Bakhrel

NeuralBits Developer Or Just a Student, until "Consciousness" knocks me from outside the mind.

About Me

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Nothing much to tell.
But I’ll make myself visible, piece by piece — hoping your mind creates a space to understand me, if you care to.

I was born in Bagmati Province, Nepal — just a boy —
but I became a man when consciousness hit me hard, thousands of miles away, in Thunder Bay, Canada.

Academically, I’ve never been disciplined.
But grades never reflected that.
From Grade 8 to Grade 12, I held a GPA above 3.5 — even a 4.0 in 11th and 12th.
By numbers, I wasn’t a failure.
By instinct, I was.

Why?
Because I realized academics didn’t align with my consciousness — with the identity I felt growing inside.

I earned a rank good enough for IOE Pulchowk’s Electrical Engineering.
I secured a full scholarship for Computer Engineering at IOE WRC, Pokhara.
And I walked away.

Then I dropped a $16,000/year scholarship at St. Louis University.
Then a $10,000 CAD scholarship at one of Canada’s top research universities.
I travelled across systems, borders, visa portals and airplanes —
and after a few lunar revolutions, my consciousness knocked again:

“You don’t have time here to build something. Go home.”


So I did.

I returned with nothing but clarity —
and now I’m pursuing a degree that aligns with what I truly want:
Computer Science, or anything close enough to satisfy my consciousness.

Yes, I’ve dropped two valuable bachelor’s degrees.
Not out of carelessness —
but for FU.N: Fulfillment of Needs (of my consciousness).
A strange compass, but it never lies.

As for skills:
my mind loves doing things.
Not one thing — things. Many things.
Maths, problem-solving, dark topics like darkmatter, darkenery (did you catch that joke?),
and building projects that feel like fragments of a bigger mind I want to create one day.

Below are some of the things I’ve built —
pieces of me, visible enough for now.

Projects

ES-Encrypted Oracle

A custom encryption system born from the philosophy that consciousness deserves privacy. Designed without copying any known ciphers — only intuition, math, and necessity. Break it if you can; understand it if you dare. Full documentation coming soon.

Java Neural Network Engine

A fully hand-crafted feedforward + recurrent neural network coded from scratch in Java. No libraries, no shortcuts — just pure math, gradients, eigen-thought. A small brain learning inside your machine. Expanding soon with auto-diff and visualizers.

Astrological Computational Model

An attempt to mathematically encode the ancient sky — positions, drifts, harmonics, anomalies. Not prediction… translation. A bridge between human pattern-making and cosmic data. Part science, part algorithmic mythology. Prototype release incoming.

The Theory of Refined Domino Effect (Unpublished)

A personal philosophical-mathematical model explaining how subtle internal shifts ripple outward through behaviour, destiny, and system-level emergence. Written in fragments between continents. Full manuscript: coming soon.

Kiwix Smart Extractor + N-Gram Autocomplete

A Python system that mines entire knowledge universes offline. Feed it a topic, it hunts, extracts, filters, and builds an autocomplete intelligence from scratch. A mini-LLM trained on your chosen cosmos. Stable and evolving.

DotsLife Simulation

A modular Fibonacci-logic simulation where dots replicate like living ideas. Built for your universe-engine project in Java with MiniU components. A growing world governed by adjacency, time, and old-dot laws. Expansion patch coming soon.

Turbowriter Match-Report Generator

A text-generation system merged with a web interface — football intelligence compressed into code. Parses events, generates reports, answers queries like a niche domain-LLM. Lightweight, modular, alive. Frontend in development.

Bhairavchakra — The Cognitive Bridge

An ongoing exploration to decode the tri-mind architecture — instinct, intellect, and awareness. Not neuroscience, not philosophy: a system blueprint. The first attempt to write consciousness as an algorithm. Public fragments soon.

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